Relationships can be difficult, trying and completely exasperating. Is there such a thing as loving someone so much that you are blinded by the true reasons for the relationship? Maybe be it is easy manipulation or money. Can they be with you because there is no where to go and you live in misery. Can it be an illness you are not aware of? Bipolar, schizophrenia, the kind of deseases that turn people into waving maniacs. Yet there are times where they are calm and lucid or they are on medications to control their issues.
How do you figure out if you are the problem. When do you call it quits? Sometimes you are so involved in oneself, that you can not see the green grass. The trees before your eyes. Is it easier to blame the partner than yourself.
I came to Costa Rica to get away from rocky relationships or am I running away from myself? Everyday is a work of art. Everyday I work at being a better person. Is that all I can ask for? Do we need to work at a relationship as partners and recognize our own individual faults and work on them without openly criticizing the other person? So much to think about. How about you? Any Beast inside of you?
El corazón es la puerta del alma! ( The Heart is the Door way to the soul)
I beseech thee
Dear Lady Save me from my melody
The song of loneliness and despair
Once lost, I will not fair
Sing the song of happiness
The one that rekindles togetherness
The holding of hands and permissiveness
The soft kisses that I miss
I beseech thee Dear Lady
Save me from this malady
From the story of suicide
That I so convincingly did hide
I ask you for this clemency
A forgiveness; an emergency
Merge into my thoughts
Cast out any doubts
Hold me tight and cast out any clouds
Clear out my mind and make me feel surrounded
I beseech thee Dear Lady Help me to respond