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Do you feel lost as if swallowed into an abyss: a deep, immeasurable space, gulf, or cavity; vast chasm, anything profound, unfathomable, or infinite: the abyss of time. Lost? Some unfathomable event in your life that you do not speak of that has pushed you on the edge of despair. You push your way, away from family and friends; which makes you sink deeper into the abyss. You are silent, holding you despair inside of your soul looking for some kind of release from the chains. What can you do?
I am not a physiologist, a Doctor, or a miracle man. I can only relay my experience and hope it may release your inner demons and help you restore your darken soul. I failed so many times in my life I felt lost. My wife past away in 2008 and I thought my world would come to an end. My wife was an inspiration. On her death bed she told me to move on and find a good life. Do not feel sorry for yourself. Find a new passion and move on. My wife died two days later. This is what I learned from my partner of forty- two years:
1. Make everyday seem like it is your last- live it to you fullest
2. Forget the evil that you or someone did to you – forgive and forget.
3. Love the one your with and be loyal
4. Work at being part of your family – always stay in contact
5. Have a few friends you can count on- like family
6. Help others who are worse off than you.
7. Find something to be passionate about – mine is writing and my woman
This is the course I took to lighten the abyss. How about you, can you pull yourself out of the abyss and learn to live? I lied to myself for thirty years afraid to move on. I drank , fought and worked to hide from my demons. Pull yourself up. PURA VIDA!
Tell me Lord
Tell me lord, why is the world so cruel?
Yet your sky is so blue
Tell me why there is hate
That makes the soul so black
Why did we go to the moon?
But we let our people starve and live in the streets
Tell me Lord why I should talk to you
Because I do not know what to do
Tell me Lord , why can’t we live in peace?
We war in the name of God
Does not that not seem odd?
Tell me Lord, who is my brother?
Tell me Lord, If the heart is the gateway to the soul
Why is our souls so dark?
Tell me Lord, why did Dad loose his house?
Payments were heavy for his sick spouse
Tell me Lord why I should pray for help?
When everyone looks out for themselves
Tell me Lord that it is true
That you will help us through
Is Armageddon our salvation or our fate ?
Is it too late?